i am soo fucking god damned bored! i hate the summer! i hate everything about it! the mosqutio bites the boringness the having nothing to do i hate it all! and just a little while ago i got yelled at for watching a movie at 12 am and saying what....yea i know my parents are freaks i know this is superfical (sp) and shallow but it's pretty much 90% true the day i turn 18 i would love it if both my parents died and left me with a whole hell of a lot of money (so i can go to collage), no debts to pay off god do i hate them my dad's just a gay old fashioned man the other day i asked for a hamburger and he started going on and on about how girls especially me do not eat hamburgers ok so i can eat chicken and be forced to eat it and be able to eat ham and sometimes fish but i can't have a hamburger??? that makes absoutley no sense! and my mom doesn't let me do anything! if i'm no busy with something important i should be cleaning? why? and why the hell should i vaccum everyday if the place is clean? i mean every other day or two yea sure but everyday? no god fucking way. i'd rather paint my walls pink.

if i don't ever reply to anything or if there is no activity of me on DA or anywhere at all just think that i've died from either boredom, my stupid parents finally got to me that i had to go suicidal or my computer died on me. and to tell you guys the truth i really think it'll be the second one, god i miss school and its early hours and stupid teachers god i would even take two P.E classes a day if i could just to get away from my parents.

god damn my parents on my 18 th birthday (well not on my birthday that would suck then i'd have to pretend that i'm all sad more like in late June early July.

and i'm not loved dazed the stupid things just not working

and no my comp did not get fixed in fact it only got worse.